So far January has been about taking big steps toward breaking through what’s left of the fallout of my marriage imploding so spectacularly a few months ago. The calm and quiet relative to the last few months is both a welcome, peaceful change of pace and also a bit unsettling. So I’m learning to live with the quiet again while I wait to see the results of the steps I’ve been taking. Someday I will trust the peace and quiet again, and finally be able to truly relax.

I’m so ready for the sun to finally, fully break through.